D-Day...

[phrasemuffin]

... in which I surprisingly don't freak out.

Tonight is the night. The night I see Jason. As the hours loom closer, I am losing my nerves nervousness, which is surprising because I generally freak out when faced with social activities with people for the first time (not that this is, technically speaking, a "social activity"). But I feel oddly calm about it.

First date with the guy. And my first date with a guy. I should be tearing my hair out.

The other odd thing is that I organised everything. What the fuck? Who am I? Who is this, this organising person? This organising person who isn't freaking out! This organising person who isn't freaking out but who is having trouble spelling "organising" right on the first go!!

Clearly I am sick.

I have my outfit planned, though not quite ready, and all I have to do between now and my departure time is shower etc and dress. And I am going to be early. Oh, and I haven't eaten since about 1pm, so I'm getting quite hungry. But I cannot eat until dinner, otherwise I will spoil my appetite and appear anorexic. More so than usual. Which would be bad.

As an aside (sort of), as I was leaving work I said goodbye to Georgina (used to work with me but is now just across the way) and told her I was going out tonight. I mentioned that it was with a someone, and she asked if it was my girlfriend. "Uh... no, boyfriend. Well, not really - first date." I'm just now realising she may have thought I was joking, but I'll see her on Friday and gossip with her then.

And now I should be off. Clothes to iron, work to wash away...

... wish me luck?

Comments

[highlyeccentric.livejournal.com]

*does a cheering for david sort of dance*

[phrasemuffin.livejournal.com]

*videos said dance and posts on internet*

cheers for the dance :)

oh, and *HUGS!!!*

[highlyeccentric.livejournal.com]

*HUGS*

TELL ME GOSSIP! NOW!

[phrasemuffin.livejournal.com]

Um... what do you want to know exactly? I don't think a recap of the night will fit here, so... give me some specific questions? (You know I don't deal well with broad, generalised questions.) I'll do a recap tomorrow probably. But I wanna gossip with you!!! It's been far too long since we've spoken and I miss me my Miss Amy.

[highlyeccentric.livejournal.com]

that last clause is a DEMON OF ALLITERATION. my inner medievalist appreciates it.

also, i went to bed. sorry :(

[phrasemuffin.livejournal.com]

HAHA! I knew you would like it! :D

That's ok. The post is delayed though (obviously :P). I may be able to write it up tonight if I get a chance after work/socialising.

[yodallama.livejournal.com]

I hope it was fantabuwonderous! <33!

[phrasemuffin.livejournal.com]

Thanks Jessi!! I'd hold off on the fireworks just for the moment, though... I'll post about it soon.

GOOD TAPDANCING LUCK.

[desi-pixie.livejournal.com]

...unless it's over. I can never tell with this timezone future past thing.

TALK TO ME ON TUESDAY AFTER MY LAST EXAM, pl0x?!

First date with the guy. And my first date with a guy. I should be tearing my hair out.
You really should be. But that would be odd. Please dont. Can you imagine going to a date with spots of hair missing!?

The other odd thing is that I organised everything. What the fuck? Who am I? Who is this, this organising person? This organising person who isn't freaking out! This organising person who isn't freaking out but who is having trouble spelling "organising" right on the first go!!

LMAO THIS SOUNDS FAMILIAR X__X except I often DO do all the organizing. So I dunno.

Clearly I am sick.
Sick with luvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvv. XD I win.

But I cannot eat until dinner, otherwise I will spoil my appetite and appear anorexic. More so than usual. Which would be bad.
I used to appear anorexic. Now I am obese. X__X. I do eat a LOT though.

"Uh... no, boyfriend. Well, not really - first date." I'm just now realising she may have thought I was joking, but I'll see her on Friday and gossip with her then.
XD

Re: GOOD TAPDANCING LUCK.

[phrasemuffin.livejournal.com]

Thanks Pix!

Will do! *salute*

Two words: You. Win.

I don't usually organise thigns because, when I'm in charge, they tend to fall apart before they've even started.

Sick with love? No. Malaria, perhaps. But not love.

You are not obese. I've seen photos. Unless you're posting photos of strangers again... not that I've ever done that... ahem.

XD

Re: GOOD TAPDANCING LUCK.

[desi-pixie.livejournal.com]

XDDD Welx (I love how you say thanks even though it's over. What a winner.)

:D I cant wait.

BAHAHAHA Did the mental image make you LMAO?

That happens with me sometimes. Actually that happened with me Recently and my Flop Birthday Dinner. I had dinner with 2 instead of 22. It was weird haha.

YOU HAVE NO MALARIAAAAAAAA YOUVE BEEN BITTEN BY THE LOOOOOVVVVVVV(to which I really want to add "re" to make it Louvre)BOOOOOG XD

LMAO ...X___X I AM QUITE LARGE! I USED TO BE 105. BAHHH.

xoxo
(Gossip Girl ;))