phrasemuffin | this time i didn't write it

Special Ones - George
isn't it funny how you never really screamed at my face
but your anger is so unspoken and unchanneled it permeates my essence to the point where i
don't want to see you
hear you
be anywhere near you
you probably think i am threatened by you
but you illusionary power doesn;t threaten me
actually i think its kinda funny that you create an illusion that is a mirror
i don't appreciate you
and i know that that surprises you
i suppose you see that those who follow their heart always win
that those with integrity have won the match before its begun

so rather than being kicked around, i'm gonna kick you to the curb
so rather than being pushed around, i'm gonna push you away first
so rather than trying to protect you, i'm gonna cover my bases first
so rather than trying to open my heart i'm gonna lock it with a key
so that only the special ones
can ever get through to me

some can see beyond the barrier of threshold
whereas others can't see beyond their sculptured mould
you can offer me nothing
you can offer me nothing
that i need
do you think that i'm askin too much?
a kind of respect and trust that shouldn't even be questioned
how can i open my heart, with dishonesty sitting next to me?
i've honoured your honour to the point of embarasment
but innocence in the hands of the guilt free is kicked to
is kicked to the curb
i was ashamed of my innocence
i was ashamed of my innocence
but now with clarity i see that your bullshit is just not worthy of me

so rather than being kicked around, i'm gonna kick you to the curb
so rather than being pushed around, i'm gonna push you away first
so rather than trying to protect you, i'm gonna cover my bases first
so rather than trying to open my heart i'm gonna lock it with a key
so that only the special ones
can ever get through to me

i don't wanna be angry
i don't wanna be angry
i don't wanna be angry
i don't wanna be angry, angry, angry
this is not worthy of me, and now with clarity i see,
that i can walk away, i can walk away

so rather than being kicked around, i'm gonna kick you to the curb
so rather than being pushed around, i'm gonna push you away first
so rather than trying to protect you, i'm gonna cover my bases first
so rather than trying to open my heart i'm gonna lock it with a key
so that only the special ones
can ever get through to me

this time i didn't write it

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