I have an Aversion to the name "Jason". Aside from that, however...
Actually, before I begin, is Cyn your bestest friend?
We exchanged numbers, and he messaged me goodnight when he got home. It was so cute! This reminds me of a friend of mine! Gah he is so sweet.
The last three paragraphs of your entry speak to me in a way you will never understand. ~The denial may arise from perpetual awkwardness. or something. Maybe he's not comfortable with his homosexuality? Or his friends are not? Or maybe the fact that he just met you? or maybe he wasnt sure that it was going anywhere. Or maybe... ~Maybe he didnt want to tell you his age? [[This strange man asked me out last Friday...but he was very much willing to tell me his age. So I have no idea why...but anyways.]]
It's probably looking like I'm going out of my way to look for excuses right now, but that's just how irrational minds work when confronted by courtship rituals. Or at least, mine does. ...Amen. You remember my whining about the guy I like(d)? Bah.
It's seriously like talking to myself - he seems to have a bit of a shell around him, which is how I imagine myself to come across most of the time, but his reservedness seems to have the opposite effect on me; I seem to be coming further out of mine to meet him. Experience tells me to tell you to watch yourself...but then I remember youre older then me so I really should be telling you to enjoy. :)
D__Pixx has put in her two cents and will go back to studying for exams now. :)
...BAH.
Date: 2008-01-22 01:12 am (UTC)Actually, before I begin, is Cyn your bestest friend?
We exchanged numbers, and he messaged me goodnight when he got home. It was so cute!
This reminds me of a friend of mine! Gah he is so sweet.
The last three paragraphs of your entry speak to me in a way you will never understand.
~The denial may arise from perpetual awkwardness. or something. Maybe he's not comfortable with his homosexuality? Or his friends are not? Or maybe the fact that he just met you? or maybe he wasnt sure that it was going anywhere. Or maybe...
~Maybe he didnt want to tell you his age? [[This strange man asked me out last Friday...but he was very much willing to tell me his age. So I have no idea why...but anyways.]]
It's probably looking like I'm going out of my way to look for excuses right now, but that's just how irrational minds work when confronted by courtship rituals. Or at least, mine does.
...Amen. You remember my whining about the guy I like(d)? Bah.
It's seriously like talking to myself - he seems to have a bit of a shell around him, which is how I imagine myself to come across most of the time, but his reservedness seems to have the opposite effect on me; I seem to be coming further out of mine to meet him.
Experience tells me to tell you to watch yourself...but then I remember youre older then me so I really should be telling you to enjoy. :)
D__Pixx has put in her two cents and will go back to studying for exams now. :)