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Placebo is just depressing enough for me to adore them, but not so depressing that it's completely infectious. Which makes them all the more grand.
To serious matters: I'm starting to wonder how many times I'm going to have to come out. And to people I've denied it to (mainly because I was denying it to myself, but also because it was an all male environment and I saw how the resident gay was treated. Not exactly an objective case, though, what with his antics and all...). School people are starting to add me on MySpace (well, two so far, but with more, the chances increase of more and more; it's exponential potential :P), and I'm not going back in the closet for them. I don't like feeling like I'm going to be judged all over again. I'm a uni student now, for crying out loud. That's supposed to mean near-universal acceptance by peers. I read it on the internet! It must be true.
Anyway, my point is that I don't want to add them, but I don't want to not add them just because they'll find out I'm gay.
Dammit; now I have to add them :(
To serious matters: I'm starting to wonder how many times I'm going to have to come out. And to people I've denied it to (mainly because I was denying it to myself, but also because it was an all male environment and I saw how the resident gay was treated. Not exactly an objective case, though, what with his antics and all...). School people are starting to add me on MySpace (well, two so far, but with more, the chances increase of more and more; it's exponential potential :P), and I'm not going back in the closet for them. I don't like feeling like I'm going to be judged all over again. I'm a uni student now, for crying out loud. That's supposed to mean near-universal acceptance by peers. I read it on the internet! It must be true.
Anyway, my point is that I don't want to add them, but I don't want to not add them just because they'll find out I'm gay.
Dammit; now I have to add them :(
