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hmmm... I seem to be experiencing another comment drought, but I guess I shouldn't really expect too many when I'm mostly just complaining about work...

anyway, that wasn't the point of this post, I just happened to notice the lack of any comments (apart from what I'm starting to think may have been a pity-comment from yodallama) before I clicked update. what I wanted to say was this:

damn, I need a boyfriend

there are far too many thoughts in my head pertaining to this particular predicament of mine to write them all down here in a post, especially seeing as they're all blurred and jumbled up into one huge nonsensical mess in my head so I wouldn't know where to start... let's just say that I've been thinking that for about a week now and haven't been able to say it out loud to anyone I'd like to be able to say it to, for various reasons, most of which are based on my overactive paranoia

edit:hmm... "pertaining to this particular predicament"...
did cyn's playful insult - intellectual snob - hold more truth than she may have meant? I mean, I've always thought of myself as being a bit of a pretensoius prick when it comes to the English language, but this is, I think, the first time I've ever actualy wondered "out loud" to anyone worth having an opinion (I actually only remember having a conversation like this once, but if you're reading this, then it probably wasn't you and I do actually [probably] value your opinion).