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yes, that's right - all 2 of my exams are over. Linguistics today was pretty crap but last week's Education was good. Of course it helped that Dr Stevie (Edu Lecturer) told us pretty much exatly what was going to be on the exam, so... yeah, we love our Dr Stevie. :D
To celebrate, I have decided to write some things down that Ineed want to tell certain people but probably won't ever be able to. Don't worry - if you're reading this, it probably isn't about you.
So here it goes...
- as much as you are the one I want to be with, I don't think I can keep doing this, waiting for you to actually See me. Every time we speak, I freak out thinking that with every word I say you are losing more and more interest in me, seeing more and more of my deficiencies and bad habits. We started out super, but somewhere along the way we both changed. And now, despite my feelings about you, I have to give you up before I get you, else I'll go insane.
- next time, before you ask a question, or make a comment, or in any way speak, think. Stop asking for the same help over and over and over again - learn to do these basic things for yourself. Work it out. You are more than capable.
- I wish I could be so much more like you are. I know you think you have faults, but your better qualities outshine them so much that no one notices until you point them out. You have no idea how much I look up to you.
To celebrate, I have decided to write some things down that I
So here it goes...
- as much as you are the one I want to be with, I don't think I can keep doing this, waiting for you to actually See me. Every time we speak, I freak out thinking that with every word I say you are losing more and more interest in me, seeing more and more of my deficiencies and bad habits. We started out super, but somewhere along the way we both changed. And now, despite my feelings about you, I have to give you up before I get you, else I'll go insane.
- next time, before you ask a question, or make a comment, or in any way speak, think. Stop asking for the same help over and over and over again - learn to do these basic things for yourself. Work it out. You are more than capable.
- I wish I could be so much more like you are. I know you think you have faults, but your better qualities outshine them so much that no one notices until you point them out. You have no idea how much I look up to you.