yes, that's right - all 2 of my exams are over. Linguistics today was pretty crap but last week's Education was good. Of course it helped that Dr Stevie (Edu Lecturer) told us pretty much exatly what was going to be on the exam, so... yeah, we love our Dr Stevie. :D
To celebrate, I have decided to write some things down that Ineed want to tell certain people but probably won't ever be able to. Don't worry - if you're reading this, it probably isn't about you.
So here it goes...
- as much as you are the one I want to be with, I don't think I can keep doing this, waiting for you to actually See me. Every time we speak, I freak out thinking that with every word I say you are losing more and more interest in me, seeing more and more of my deficiencies and bad habits. We started out super, but somewhere along the way we both changed. And now, despite my feelings about you, I have to give you up before I get you, else I'll go insane.
- next time, before you ask a question, or make a comment, or in any way speak, think. Stop asking for the same help over and over and over again - learn to do these basic things for yourself. Work it out. You are more than capable.
- I wish I could be so much more like you are. I know you think you have faults, but your better qualities outshine them so much that no one notices until you point them out. You have no idea how much I look up to you.
To celebrate, I have decided to write some things down that I
So here it goes...
- as much as you are the one I want to be with, I don't think I can keep doing this, waiting for you to actually See me. Every time we speak, I freak out thinking that with every word I say you are losing more and more interest in me, seeing more and more of my deficiencies and bad habits. We started out super, but somewhere along the way we both changed. And now, despite my feelings about you, I have to give you up before I get you, else I'll go insane.
- next time, before you ask a question, or make a comment, or in any way speak, think. Stop asking for the same help over and over and over again - learn to do these basic things for yourself. Work it out. You are more than capable.
- I wish I could be so much more like you are. I know you think you have faults, but your better qualities outshine them so much that no one notices until you point them out. You have no idea how much I look up to you.
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To celebrate, I have decided to write some things down that I need to tell certain people but won't ever be able to.
If you need to do it, then do it! No point delaying stuff you need to do. Especially No. 2. If you won't tell them, who will? Sounds like they need to cHaNgE tHeIr WaYs ~
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ok, so "need" wasn't the right word. "want" is possibly more appropriate. maybe even "am dying". I will fix that.
No. 1 I've given up on. I don't know how to be any more obvious
without making an arse out of myselfand they aren't going to notice me, so I don't "need" to tell them. There's no real point.No. 2 I've told, they just don't listen. I just have to find a way of getting it across.
And No. 3... I'm sure there'll be an appropriate moment sooner or later.
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Are they all on your lj? You should do the Paranoia Meme! Strikes fear in everybody.
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No. Nonononono. Two of them... if ever they read this journal, I don't know what I would do. I'm related to them, and it would be bad. *nods*
Last time I did the Paranoia Meme no one noticed, so there was zero fear. Of course, it didn't help that half the people I wrote about never actually read their friends list at the time. Truly, it was a disasterous attempt.
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... Unless you're into that.
And you're right. I don't remember your paranoia meme at all sorry. I guess you didn't invoke the power of the LJ DRAMA LLAMA enough.
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And no, I'm not related to them. Ew - I'm not Tasmanian.
Don't worry, it was long before you were on my list. But you're right - I probably didn't spice it up enough. Next time, there'll be so much Drama Llama Secret Spice that you'll all be at each others' throats.. or mine. Either way. As long as it is entertaining!!
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~I actually know how you feel. -___-;; Why are we all the same?
~I know about this one too. Sorry if it was me!
~...STOP STALKING ME! YOU KNOW ALL MY THOUGHTS :O
--D__Pixx will msg on MSN.
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The second one wasn't you, so no need to apologise.
AND I WILL NEVER STOP STALING THE PIXIE!! It is company policy to stalk all employees of the Grammar Crisis Room, so not only won't I stop, I can't stop. It's the rules!! You should have read your contract more closely.
=D
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xDD So was that THIRD one me?
LMAO TO "STALING" ME XD. My Contract?! Where did it GO!?
xD
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(see one of the above comments)
:P
stalked* and you know it :P
Maybe your self took it. You'll probably have it with you once you find you. :)
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xDD!! STALKED'd'd'ding the Pixie!? Fun. XD. And Maybe I did take it. I wonder where I went. =X
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=D
I might be doing one soon. Last time I did it, no one noticed so I just let it go, but I don't think I used enough Drama Llama spice. This time, there'll be plenty of spice... *wicked grin*
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=D
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*excitement*
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I haven't spoken to you for a while now :O
Hope all is well =)
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All is well as I'm on holidays now, too. YAY! :D