I need...

[phrasemuffin]

I need one of those days. You know those days where that random person smiles at you, genuinely, and you think 'wow, maybe today isn't totally shit'. I've had only one of those days. Ever. Then again, maybe it was just because he was cute. I don't know anymore; I'm so confused.

But I need one of those days. I'm starting to feel like I'm caving in on myself. Like I'm crumbling under the pressure of the silence weighing down on me. It's a vast expanse of emptiness, let me tell you, and it weighs a fucking tonne. I don't know how much longer I can keep playing the role of Atlas to all these secrets.

I just need one of those days. You know, those days where you rescue me? Where the words get spoken and silence lets go? 'Cause I need help. And I've got no heroes left.

___

Joe's 21st tomorrow night. Eep.

Eep, I say.

Comments

[phrasemuffin.livejournal.com]

vastly different angst routed through semi-ficcery. Reworked for public reception, after I hid the previous post, into new ficcery. Perceptive, Miss.

A bold hug, even. :)

[ineptshieldmaid.livejournal.com]

Perceptive, Miss.

I have my moments.

Yep, a bold hug. So much cooler than an asterisked hug.

*more vaugely sympathetic motions*

Y'know, I was just saying to K tonight that you were lovely and I was wishing I could orchestrate for lots of nice things to happen to you. Sadly, we concluded that I don't have that kind of power. So we will make do with BARE icons ;)

[phrasemuffin.livejournal.com]

You know what's even cooler than a bold hug? A real hug. I'd like to put one on layby, if I may.

I don't even know what to say to that... it sort of requires a hug all of its own.

[ineptshieldmaid.livejournal.com]

You may have a real hug, at your next convenience.

*gentle headbutts on your shoulder*

[phrasemuffin.livejournal.com]

:)

[ineptshieldmaid.livejournal.com]

Morning!

*pokes you humourously*

[phrasemuffin.livejournal.com]

*giggles and pokes back*

Afternoon!